Kindest Regards

Here to tell you the truth

Tell you I'm nervous

Tell you my story

Tell you I'm worth it

Tell you my flaws and my faults and my doubts

Give you my heart and what's left of it now

Tell you my hurt

Tell you my pain

Tell you the thoughts I keep trapped in my brain

Tell you that nothing's the same

Tell you I'm nothing much more than a man

And tell you I fear I may never find love

Tell you I'm getting in touch with above

And right now can't deny that I'm scared

All this music I wrote won't compare or warrant the buzz

Alone in my room, dissecting each line that

I rhyme I don't know how I finished on time

Missed the drop date 3 times, I know that I let you all down

Well I was the first in that line so

Sever my soul from my body engulf

In the music then give you something to relate

This is somewhere to go when your heart becomes

Cold and your friends become fake

As you stand on the edge of the world you feel

Like you're destined to break

And your grandma is screaming

"You're worthless!" and calling you names to your face

Mom and I had to move to a place second time that

I'll rhyme to paint this picture

And I can't deny I would hide in my room

And would cry from dealing with ya

Pictures so vivid you yell in the kitchen

I'm taking my boxes I've made a decision

I'm done with your dissing your father

They're fixing, I tried to be nice, but you just wouldn't listen

I couldn't wait for the day just to give

You my take on the shit that you did

Silly your bitch never be like you never be so rude

I hope I wish alone and sit you sit but this is where we end it

It's crazy to me how the truth is often most offensive, battle tested

Learned my lesson to forgive but not forget

I spilled my heart opened my chest

Irrelevant you are to me but part to me honestly

Thought I should address, life often makes this mess

I've come to give you more while everybody gives you, less

Looking back on it all was a lie

At your friend's house and there's no other guys, surprise

And look who you're with, I'm not trying to diss

I'm just telling you this that your feelings

May fade but your memories stick

Hope you're happy with him

I honestly hope you're happy with him

And he does all the things that I would and I tried but I couldn't

Could keep going on but I know that I shouldn't

I shouldn't waste any more time

Shouldn't waste any more lines when you're drunk off the wine

Do you find me crossing your mind?

We knew this would happen with time but

I think that we finally figured it out

That we would just never work out

I tried picking you up you tried pulling me down

But now life without you is where happy is found

And right now I'm just focused on music

Trust you would lose it

Ripped out my heart you abused and you used it

Love's not a label on facebook

When I gave you everything like: Girl, wait, look!

But you didn't care

I would just stare at my wall and you gave me

No reason at all when you left

Picked myself up when you made me feel less

Much better off and at that I detest

Well now lets just put it to rest

I wish you the best

My friends don't respond to my texts

Yes, I've been busy with kindest regards

But is it that hard just to call?

I wanna hang out yet you shutting me out

And you put in no effort at all

Now you got me confused like what did I do?

Used to tell you if I make it I'll be bringing all of you

Now, my circles are limited

Few of y'all walked out and left I had no one to lose

I got nothing to lose

And nothing to gain by not telling the truth

Been barely believing in love

I seriou'ly don't even know if I do

But if someone was ever to make me

Believe then that someone is you

I promise it's you

I never took action, you snapchatting

Asking me where all my music is at

We're talking right now as I'm writing this rap

You're someone I wish that I always could have

And to be blatant, girl your name is

Still can't say it, never could say it

Scared you would hate it

Wonder what crosses your mind when you play it

I'm patient I'm waiting for you

Even wrote rescue about me and you

Maybe one day we'll be, we're waiting we'll see

Now I'm chasing my dream and I hope you do too

And I'm hoping to prove I'm paying my dues

Dad will get drunk and pass out, I'm like: What are you doing?!

Booze and you lose it he knew it

So he got sober so proud, I knew you could do it

I'm out at a party ya'll tell me to drink

Here's what I think, I think you look stupid!

Sinking my soul in the music I do it for free

And just know that I'm woven into it

My fans we turned into fam

I'm here to guide you give me your hands

Tell me your thoughts and your dreams and your plans

They told me I never could be what I am

Now look where we stand

We stand for everything we said we'd stand for

When they tried to give us less we said: Nah, fuck that!

We demand more

And we stand tall

Dan told me jump on the beat and go tell 'em the truth

That's what I do, I do this for you

I tell you my story to help you get through

And you see that this life is hard

The darkest nights make the brightest stars

I'm bringing y'all with me lets raise the bar

I know y'all can feel this whoever you are

Kindest regards

Mark