Losing You (feat. MAX)

Yeah

Another night, I can barely sleep

I pray to God my soul to keep

If I should die before I wake

I pray to God my soul to take

I pray to God, I'll be over-great

Not another wack rapper that they overrate

Y'all spoiled like the south in the florida state

I'm always overworked and never overpaid

But I prayed for it, yeah

And when they told me that I couldn't, man, I had to find a way for it, yeah

Serve a table everyday, had to find a way to pay for it, damn

And when I started goin' numb is when I realized I was made for it, yeah

So it's fuck all my feelings, I feel like the villain, feel like I overstepped boundaries

Feel like you're better without me

Feel like I'm drownin', feel like I never had found me

I don't want no one around me

I don't think nobody knows how it feels

When there's so many people, yet no one to listen

I try to do good with the talent I'm given

I try to see clear, yet attention's been blockin' my vision

Surrounded by fake

And honestly, lately debate how much more I can take

A couple more shots to the face

I often don't drink, so I'm searchin' for somethin' to chase

She's puttin' my hands on her waist

Her tongue's in my mouth and I wonder what pain she can taste

I'm takin' caffeine when I wake

And tired of takin' the pill with pm just to sleep when it's late, I don't

I don't know what to believe in

Did it all for the wrong reasons

And now I'm pickin' up the pieces

Of that person I once knew

I've been losin' you, you

You, you

You, you

I've been losin' you

I guess I've lost me for a while, well

Welcome back

Lately I forgot how a smile felt, now

Picture that

Thought that I could buy happy, maybe buy a new car in all black

Put the whole entire team on the map

Everything I have now, had to work for all that

But, to see my dad again, I would give it all back

They just want me to rap, I feel like a slave to this shit

I know that I prayed for this shit

But if I have one more fake convo with one more fake person

I might just go ape in this shit

Rememberin' back, we had no place to live, and

You spent my rent money on clothes that you're wearin'

Confusin' your instagram followers for people who care

And you'll never find happy when stuck in comparin'

I know, I miss the feelin' of feelin' feelings

Now every song I write I been drippin' and oozin' real, and

I try to tell my story, yeah, feelin' is less appealin'

'Em rappers that like to mumble and already hit the ceilin', so fuck

Didn't fuck with me way back then, now it's hey, what's up?

Yeah, is it weird that I still feel stuck?

Think it's funny when I spill my guts 'cause I feel?

Feelin' like I need to stop playin', he's real

I spent last week in bed and the weekend was drunk

'Cause I honestly just couldn't deal

It's been seven days now without you, that makes one week

You turn into someone else after just one drink

Wonder if I'm on your mind when you think

And, honestly, I tried to help you find you—and instead lost me, now I don't

I don't know what to believe in

Did it all for the wrong reasons

And now I'm pickin' up the pieces

Of that person I once knew

I've been losin' you, you

You, you

You, you

I've been losin' you