Move On

Dear Mark, you're the one with the

Words, but my side should be heard

Think that it's fuckin' absurd, you talk

About me when you rap about her

All of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs

That you never played me like pong

Like you never went out and did nothin' wrong

It's crazy forever turned into so long

Now that you're gone, I had to move on

And I'm happy with him

But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck

With your friend every now and again

I be thinking of then, I be thinking that that

Was something I would never intend

And especially when it was me who you

Trusted to take on your feelings and try to remend

It's so hard pretend

I would lie in your bed, giving you head

Listen to all of the things that you said

Listen to all of the lyrics you read, you were chasing a dream

I would party instead

Young and in love, young and we're dumb

I can taste all of the pain in your tongue

I can taste all of my pain in the rum

Knew it was over before it begun

Looking for fun, burning my lungs, learning

My favorite feeling was numb

Bought every dinner, you barely bought one

Maybe I cheat and then we could be done

That would be dumb, we were so broke

You were the one that turned into a joke

I, kept us afloat, you were the one that kept us on the rope

Damn, now you're the man, huh?

Seen you turn into somebody I can't stand, huh?

Knowing you, man it's all part of your plan, huh?

You crazy fuck, I had the chance, I should've ran huh?

Never would tell me you cared

Never were there

Remember that night that we went to the fair?

Every fine girl that walked by, you would stare

See even when there, Mark, you never were there

If all I care 'bout is my makeup and hair

All you care 'bout is the ego you wear

You tear me apart and continue to tear

Now I'm with someone who actually cares

Fuck you

But I can't keep you off my mind

I'm seeing everything you drop

Sometimes I wish that I was blind

You make me relive my mistake, a million trillion fucking times

You're a coward, and a stupid

Rap persona is what you hide behind

And my whole family still adores you

I tried a million times, I would have only did that for you

I can't act like I don't know you, every night I would explode

You made me feel I was below you, Mark, I wish I could ignore you but I

Can't

Damn

Near to you, I am healing

But it's taking so long

Cause though he's gone

And you are wonderful

It's hard to move on

What do you, have here

Cause you tell me you love me again and again

You were only a friend, it was hard to pretend

I wrote so many letters but never hit send

I was never content, I was set on me being a rapper

I thought about music and thought of you after

It's funny how tears turn to laughter, and tears on the page

They can turn into a masterpiece

That's how you told me to leave, I remember

That night, it's as clear as can be

You found a new man, and he loves that you

Drink and he loves getting hammered, don't care what you think

You look pretty in pink, you look naughty in red

We know these are the words that would never be said

And we're chasing a topic that's over your head

Cause you think about me every night as you lie in your bed, that's real

Near to you, I am healing

But it's taking so long

Cause though he's gone

And you are wonderful

It's hard to move on

Well I guess we all change

Mark, I guess we all change

I hope that you get everything that you want

As you yell and you stand on the stage

You took all your pain and turned it to fame

They're screaming your name and going insane

I kept all our pics, but threw out the frame

Before I knew Witt, I knew Mark, now they're one and the same

But what about me, mother fucker?

What about me, mother fucker?

Except when you talk about me, mother fucker

I'm tired of hearing 'bout me, mother fucker

Your mouth was a blessing and now it's a weapon

Remember the time and the love we invested

I'm posting a pic and I'm getting attention

My tits and my ass get a favorite a second

See you were with me but were thinking of her

Now I'm with him and I'm thinking of you

Together to never, whatever we were

We're stuck in a cycle, the cycle is cruel

A couple of fools, stuck in a pool of people that want to be cool

See we're never happy, we're happy so we keep on

Searching for love as if love was a jewel

Remember that night that you came to my school?

Stayed up all night and we talked about life

My parents and I, we would constantly fight

You said when you make it I might be a stay-at-home wife

Apparently that wasn't right

Reliving a moment that lasted a night

And honestly, Mark, gotta start to move on with your life

Sincerely, a letter we never would write

Like, what are we doing?

Like, what am I doing?

Writing these letters, but what am I proving?

I'm stuck in my room and I'm spilling it all

Thinking of what you would say if you call

I might be the biggest mistake of 'em all

My biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall

Like falling for you, falling in love, follow

My dream and that's all of my love

I just want to feel, I've been feeling so numb

To think that I know how you're feeling is dumb

We're done, right from the start

I write from the heart, a light in the dark

They see that you're open and tear you apart

Now this is a letter we sign it sincerely, Mark

Now this is our letter, we sign it sincerely, Mark