Hindsight

As I drift on the water

A voice calling to me had said

Sail in to the harbor

Cast down your nets and follow me

First of all the chosen

I saw the raising of the dead

It must be my devotion

For I stood alone upon that sea

So I walked on the tempest

I saw the waves below my feet

It's clear I was the bravest

To meet the stranger on the deep

I am the rock on which to build this land

Got the keys to the kingdom

I'm at His right hand

I was the first among the chosen

The boldest in devotion

Walking out upon the ocean

What else could I need?

I'm well-versed in forgiveness

As many as seven times repeat

In service was I fearless

Attack my king, my blade you'd reap

What else could I need?

What else could I need?

Haunting my reflection

A bitter thought comes to my mind

I made known my objection

About how You had come to die

You said my thoughts were of the devil's kind

I was opposed to Your kingdom

And I should get behind

But You were talking like You're cursed

Already laying in Your deathbed

Maybe somehow You were mislead

May it never be!

You said I would fall away

Before the rooster's crow would end

To my shame did I betray

Deny You as my closest friend

I'm singing, heart is hardened

I'm sleeping in the garden

I'm swinging swords I'm guarding

My kindgom and my stardom

Am I different than Judas?

For I betrayed the kindest friend

I'm all out of excuses

With nothing to make my amends

O Love! O Love! O Love!

You bottomless abyss!

O Love! O Love! O Love!

You bottomless abyss!

How tender You had spoken

Though I betrayed the kindest friend

Faithful in devotion

Such love I cannot comprehend

Oh when You found me I was broken

From the words that I had spoken

But You were faithful in devotion

You remembered me!

You remembered me!