Murdering My Heart

I just lost my dear

Now my heart is clear

I’ve got no more fear of saying this

Guess how much I’ve missed her

I’ve never even kissed her

All my words have pissed off that bitch

I wanted just to teach her

But I could never reach her

My phone calls made her switch her damn line

But love never dies

Even with so many lies

And now she only cries there in hell

I did it very well

I’m locked up in this cell

And I would like to tell her how I feel

I had much love to fill her

Decided, though, to kill her

The only way to heal my heart of cold

She was few years older

I needed much to hold her

And then I really told her she was mine

I enjoyed this crime

I laugh all the time

Now I feel so fine and I can sleep

My love was so deep

Sent her on a long trip

All I wanted was to keep her just to me

She didn’t want to see me

I think I must’ve been dreaming

When I saw her screaming and dying

She may listen to this words

But she won’t come back to this world

I’ll never see her again

Time will never heal this pain

I can not understand

That this is the end