Growing Up

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

Waking up is fucking lame

Feeling like I'm not the same

I just wish to end this day

I just wish to end this day

I don't wanna go around

Never leave my fucking house

I just feel is not the same

Hanging out is not the same

All my friends are going far

And I'm still here with my guitar

Ain't got nothing to be pround

Ain't got nothing to be pround

And don't tell me I'll be fine

I don't even know why

I'm dead inside

I can't hold this fucking door

I can't hold this fucking door

You know that I can't go on

Same old reason but I can't let go

I've tried to leave but

I'm hunted by ghost

There's something wrong inside my mind

Don't wanna live but I don't want to die

Feels like I'll fade away

There's nothing else to say

I guess this is growing up

And I've never felt so fucked

I've believed in all those lies

I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

And I've never felt so fucked

I've believed in all those lies

I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

And I've never felt so fucked

I've believed in all those lies

I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up

And I've never felt so fucked

I've believed in all those lies

I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up