Wasted Away

I fear the sun, I fear the moonlight

I find my days wasting, wasting away

I mourn alone, I live in silence

I find my time wasting, wasting away

The days they pass and years then follow

I see that life's a bitch and then you die

And from my dreams, I will awaken

To find my life has wasted, wasted away

Take me away from here and give me back my life

Put me back at the start and force me to open up my eyes.

My darkened room, I let in daylight

I find the sun blinding to my eyes

A mirrored wall, see my reflection

And a face I can't recognize

The tears I've cried and times that I tried

My energy wasted, wasted away

Cold and scared, weak and angry

Forced to sit feeling myself dying

And I have my regrets, all the things that I couldn't see

For the times that I wept, all the anger inside of me...

For the times that I begged you

To slap me awake