Frigid

When you speak to me you’re speaking to an empty shell

I’ve been locked away inside my head, inside of my hell

All this time spent fighting just to stay alive

All these years spent sanity and sleep deprived

Imagine a world so cold that it redefines your winter

A land where hope is lost, and all memories fade away

Imagine a world so dark that you can’t see what’s in front of you

And only getting darker with every step you take

These thoughts exist inside my head

This world it lives inside me

These thoughts exist inside my head

And underneath skin I’ve tried to shed

Never a moment of clarity, no, not for me

It’s getting harder and harder and harder to see

Through the forest of dying trees, was it ever green?

Was it ever green?

Or has this chilling winter never ceased?

This world breaks you piece by piece

It consumes you, no mercy just misery

You’re kicked down, beaten, picked back up again

Just so you can bleed a little more

A stuck pig, bled dry, you don’t even know why you try to survive anymore

This is the world I live in

This is the hell inside my head

One day to walk in my shoes

One hour till you’re wishing you were dead