Friendly Machine

Flush my vomit down the drain

Think of my body getting hit by a train

Always want but never need

Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite ok

Hungry for amphetamine

60 amitryptaline

Violently crying to the song that you sent me

Laxative, can't forgive

A reason to live

Find myself, lose myself

Be myself, fuck myself

Can you heal me mentally?

Can you sing a melody?

Can you be a friend to me?

People leave so suddenly

Suffering, peace offering

Virtual life is altering

On a noose, cut me loose

Never ending self-abuse

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite ok

Flush my vomit down the drain

Think of my body getting hit by a train

Always want but never need

Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite ok