Can't Control

I'm all by myself, standing on the dead flowers

and I'm yelling at your face

but you don't hear, well, you don't see where I am

there's no simple way to explain my thoughts

I cant find the way to make you understand

oh I don't even know myself

*my mind starts screaming when I wanna hide in silence

my hands try to reach you when you don't need me

salty water starts falling when I gotta look like a tough girl

no, I am not able to control myself

I'm still by myself trying to find the way out of here

and I'm asking for your help

'cause I don't want to kill no more flowers in my head

I am so so scared, I've thrown in a desert place

gotta run, gonna have to run, but I still wanna stay

hey what's happening in here?

*Repeat

yes, no control me

yes, no please leave me

love me, hate me, who's me? where's me?

*Repeat