Holy Ghost

What's in the back of my mind, sittin' in the back of that thang

With the two double R sittin' in the back of my brain

Anywhere but here, that's what I told my chauffeur

And this shit gettin' heavy, weight of the world on my shoulders

Think you figured it out, but you don't have a clue

Think you on top of the world but the world on top of you

I started hustlin' for draws and now there's plaques on the walls

Think I'm sellin' my soul? Then you can come get 'em all

Trade 'em all for my dawgs, yea, I'm talkin' to you

Where did we go wrong? Because I don't have a clue

You just wanna hit the mall and buy a new pair of shoes

But it's real consequences nigga remember the rules

So I regret the day you ever serve that nigga

Took 5 years of your life, you didn't deserve that nigga

I guess power and pain look it's somewhat the same

I lost my dawg to the fame, I charge it all to the game

Please Lord forgive him, you know he got that thug in him

We lust for alcohol and we love women

And ain't nobody gave us nothin', so we drug dealin'

You know we coppin' Louie loafers just to thug in 'em

And when you made it that far, you should be makin' a toast

Got the seats reclined and I be doin' the most

In the back of this Holy Ghost

In the back of this Holy Ghost

In the back of this Holy Ghost

I said we came so far but yet it feel so surreal

Hood nigga, half a mili, automobile

I'm talkin' real luxury, don't feel a bump in the road

We ain't like the rest of these niggas that fall out over hoes

Thought you my nigga forever, thought that you could be trusted

Man I found out you takin' it, really had me disgusted

Nigga, who am I kiddin'? It felt like a heart attack

Cause I gave you my heart and didn't ask for it back

And to be honest with you, I really thought we were brothers

Fuck everyone in this world as long as we have each other

Woulda done anyything, took a trafficking charge

Everyday on my head just to see you livin' large

Gangster pitted it kills, gave you your first mill

And I ain't tell you to blow it, I ain't tell you to throw it

You fell a victim to pressure, yea, I know it can stress ya

But you're only a man, homie, I can't be mad at ya

How can ya see out the windows between your shades and your tint

Sippin' good in the back, I'm like fuck it, I'm bent

If it don't make dollars, then it don't make any sense

They sayin' I owe 'em dollars and that don't make any sense

Almost fell for the bait, almost fell for the hate

And I'm the same nigga that let you niggas eat off my plate

Saw that shit from the door, knew that shit from the go

I guess this how I go, sit back and laugh at the show

Remember back in the day a nigga took your shit

Told you don't put it there and a nigga stole your brick

Didn't I put ya back on, did I handle ya wrong?

When niggas start actin' weak that means it time to be strong

See I kept it so real, I ain't keep it real with myself

I'm gone be real with you niggas, I gotta be real with myself

And I'm gone be real with ya homie, look you don't got me convinced

Is this payback for my sins? I guess I gotta repent