Failure

And why do I feel like this?

And why am I so lifeless?

And why do I focus on darkness

Instead of on the brightness?

And why am I pessimistic?

And why am I so sadistic?

And why don't they just listen?

I guess we'll never know

Bitch, I'm tired of feeling so tired

Got a lot of things on my mind

Got a lot of things on my plate

I'm not feelin' great, and I don't got time

When I prove these people all wrong

When I prove this shit to you, ma

I'm not wastin' all of my time

I face it but I'm tryna do what I love

I just wanted to make you feel proud

Never want you to feel disappointed

I'm so focused, I want it, I need it, I'll get it

Just hoping that you will support it

Never wanted to cause you this pain

I just wanted for you to be happy

But that means that I will start going insane

If I can not follow the dreams in my brain

My teacher's and my peers think I won't amount to nothin'

I'ma go on keep on workin' til I show 'em I be somethin'

I be stunnin', give a fuck about what you just had to say

Give a fuck about what you just had to say

And for those who don't believe me

Promise you are gonna see me

On the TV doing things I always said I'd fuckin' do

I just wanna leave a mark and show 'em all what I can do

But I love it when they doubt me

Cause I've got so much to prove, yeah

I just feel tired of letting you down

I just wanna make you feel proud

I just wanna make it and give you the world

And treat you the way you deserve

I couldn't have done this without you

All these things that you did for me

Visibly, taught me to always be true

To know what I'm worth and to never lose dignity

Never been lookin' for sympathy

Never want no one to pity me

Just hope that people be feeling me

Trust myself and my abilities

Workin' it, workin' it, workin' consistently

Promise you I will not end up a failure

I got way too much passion and hunger

Was younger, still knew I wanted a million

Travel to Cali, New York, and Australia

What do you want?

What else could you want from me?

What else could I possibly do for you, prove to you?

You don't understand

The concept is new to you

But it's not new to me

You gotta believe in me

See what I see in me

Trust in myself

Cause I made this possible

Not nobody else

And why do I feel like this?

And why am I so lifeless?

And why do I focus on darkness

Instead of on the brightness?

And why am I pessimistic?

And why am I so sadistic?

And why don't they just listen?

I guess we'll never know