Demons

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin' my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin' to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin' my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin' to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret

What the fuck am I to do?

What the fuck am I to do?

What the fuck am I to do?

What the fuck am I to do?

When there's nothin' left

'Cause I don't wanna feel shit, someone must've hit a kill switch

They don't ask about the problems that I deal with

Fuck all of this money you can have it I don't feel rich

I keep havin' these flashbacks I hate 'em

They remind me of my problems, I can't stand to face 'em

I know it's prolly my last to change 'em

But even if I do it my past can't erase it

They recognize me 'cause they see me on the internet

They think I owe 'em somethin' I can't deal with all the disrespect

Sick to my stomach, when I feel it I just disconnect

My demons tend get the best of me when I get depressed

I've been stabbed in the back with a chainsaw

But who am I to blame y'all, I'm smokin 'til the pain's gone

You see me smilin on the surface tryna stay strong

Actin' like I'm happy starts to feel like it's my day job

But just as long as there's a purpose to it all

I'll keep tourin workin' hard, writin verses to these songs

Far from perfect, every person has their flaws

And mine is I'm an addict still searchin for a cause

I know they judge me for mistakes that I've made

Since I've gained all this fame shit just ain't been the same

I came in the game to pave a lane for my name

And it's painful to say it put's restraints on my brain but

I know it's worth it 'cause I get to tell my story

I'm at a point where the industry can't ignore me

I never had the main stream media to endorse me

I did this all by me and myself and y'all are corny

To every kid that's listenin to this song

I hope you've found the message I've written within it all

If no one's ever there to pick you up when you fall

I promise you're not alone, play this shit and just hit the wall 'cause

I've been fallin asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret

I've been fallin asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret

I know you listenin' for somethin' to relate to

I know the feelin' like the whole world hates you

I know you wishin' you could finally have a breakthrough

You thought it was a phase so you pretend you're in a great mood

I know it hurts to see reflections of yourself

'Cause the person that you see is not like everybody else

So you try and you try but it never seems to help

So you're questionin' your words 'cause you're so fed up with the guilt

But

You're not the only one that's goin' through regret

You're not the only one that no one seems to get

You're not the only one that's so close to the edge

And if you slip it's over for you so you cope with it instead

I can promise you that nobody is perfect

And you overthink the little shit you're always so concerned with

So you lock yourself inside everynight and close the curtains

And you're screamin' out loud but it's like no one even heard it

I know problems keep pilin' up right in front of you

So much anxiety inside you don't know what to do

Been lied to so much you that you don't think you even want the truth

Fuck it, aww you grew to be used it, it ain't nothin' new

I been there too, just hold tight

A lot of substance abuse and long nights

But next time I see all my demons it's on sight

Next time I see all my demons it's on sight yeah

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin' my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin' to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They been hauntin' my dreams and I can't think straight 'cause they won't stop screamin'

I've been fallin' asleep with, all of my demons

They keep talkin' to me but I can't tell 'em shit 'cause they can't keep a secret