Old noisy Friend

I woke up sick

Yearning and thirsty

Looking back

Shameful and sorry

For all the lies I've once believed

Those days are gone, I know

But still I'm lost, dreadful and bitter

I always thought, prideful but young

I'll never need love or anyone

Now by myself, I bite my tongue

For all the pain that I have done

I'm some old noisy friend

I wish I was somebody else

I wish I was somebody else

I just need some sleep

Some room to breathe

Do I wish every sins forgiven now

Those days are gone, I know

But still I'm lost, shameful and bitter

Fallen from grace, I'm babylon

On my knees and outnumbered

I always thought, prideful but young

I'll never need love or anyone

Now by myself, I bite my tongue

For all the joy I've left undone

I'm some old noisy friend

I wish I was somebody else

I wish I was somebody else

I just need some sleep

Some room to breathe

Do I wish every sins forgiven now

I pray for grace to be revealed

For my fearful heart to be set free

From his peace I could be healed

I'm on my knees

For my fearful heart to be set free

Must believe, must believe

Those days are gone I know

But still I'm lost, mournful and bitter

For all the tears I've fed my soul

On my knees, faded whisper

For enemies who called me brother

And left me on my knees

For every time I failed myself

On my knees, on my knees

For accusers dressed as lovers

Who got me on my knees

For every time I betrayed my vows

On my knees, on my knees

Those days are gone I must believe

On my knees, on my knees