F.O.M.O.

Fall asleep when the Sun wakes up

I couldn't tell you what I was thinking of

I've got a fear of missing out and I'm not

Counting on what I think's up above

Damn how these four walls keep me in

I didn't leave my room today

'Cause I could think of a thousand ways I could go

And I'd rather be inside stoned and alone

No one needs to know

So I keep my head and phone on airplane mode

Learning the same lessons

I'm always second guessing

You'd think with all the thinking

I'd have an inkling or suspicion of what I'm doing wrong

But I'm still out on my ass smoking pack after pack

How long will I last?

Waiting for things that ain't come to [?]

Hypocrites die old

Except the ones that just don't

I guess that beats the odds of being good and dying young

Looking for the black and white

When everything's a different shade of gray

Lord don't take me till I do what I need to

Falling out over my own head again

Feel malaise in all my sins

They say it's easier to go than to get left behind

But I sure as hell ain't satisfied with my life I've been living by

Neck deep I'm drowning

Head first I'm falling

Scaring my friends with the mindset I've been in

The thought of burying my parents sure as hell does scare me

But the way that I've been living

Gives them better odds of them burying me

Hypocrites die old

Except the ones who just don't

I guess that beats the odds of being good and dying young

Looking for the black and white

When everything's a different shade of gray

Lord don't take me till I do what I need to

Lord don't take me till I do what I need to

I wonder how long it will take

To know my guard is up, my guard is up

I wonder how long it will take

To know my guard is up, my guard is up

I wonder how long it will take

To know my guard is up, my guard is up

Rushing to do nothing

While I'm trying not to waste away