I Go Through So Much

[Hook]

I go through so much, so I try to stay fucked up

Because, when I'm sober I can't maintain

Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress

So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary Jane

[Z-Ro]

Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighter

So when I sing my praises to God, one verse is like a full choir

My every thought is pain, strain is stressing me to death

Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death

I think I'm ready, because this world ain't no friend of mine

Only thing I qualify fo', is murder and Penitentiary time

Y'all should of shot me in the jimmy, instead

But I guess they was feeling eachother, and get head in the bed

Here I am, first born torn between heaven and hell

I tell my people say no to dope, but I let it sell

Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black

I know I'm a Pac before or not, I gotta peddle crack

Ain't nobody got my back except the laws, when they on it

So I be going for broke, demolishing my opponents

Leaving no traces, just blood on faces believe that

HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even wan' be back

[Hook]

[Z-Ro]

I can't focus I'm losing my mind, real fast

Dreaming and fiending for the day, I can make some real cash

Dropping album after album, platinum song after song

But it's like I ain't did nothing, cause the lights ain't on

How can I win, it's like everything I do is a motherfucking sin

It got a nigga fiending, to see my end

All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spending cash

But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast

Lonely, daily dodging the devil but he on me

Telling my people fuck him, cause he be working through my homies

Burning bridges, and I don't give a fuck

Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck

It's all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump over my residence

And my fear, gon be something I dump over

And it might not be much, but it's all I got

So when I paint it, promethazyne is all I pop

[Hook]

[Z-Ro]

I trust nobody even best friends, be digging your grave

Niggaz go on lock, when they come out wifey giving them AIDS

I don't give a fuck what anybody think, about me

When I was breaking my back for em, they didn't think about me

Got hot at a nigga, but they know that I'm raw

Too nervous to face a madman, so they go and shoot up my car

I got too many niggaz, trying to take me off of my game

And every woman I be feeling, be fucking with my brain

Now that I'm gone, I love you mean I'm leaving you soon

Plus I don't feel the way I did, at first I need me some room

Too familiar with heart ache and pain, it don't hurt no mo'

Just homesick, I don't wanna be on this earth no mo'

Flirt with my chrome 4-4, cause she believe what I say

She ain't gon ask me no questions, she just gon leave em to lay

And leaving no traces, just blood on faces she down with it

Stay rolling around with me, when I'm down she down with me

[Hook - 2x