Dividing The Negative

I'll just have one more drink,

To help me stop thinking about you.

Last night I couldn't sleep,

What else is a poor boy supposed to do?

Driving away I realized,

My serenity lies right behind your eyes.

So last night I drank to you,

Yeah I drank until I died.

I look to the sky,

In search up above.

Trying to find this guy named Jesus.

I'm pulling away, and falling astray,

And I don't plan to return any other day.

As times goes by, my eyes do dry,

But pain still lingers deep inside.

All I need, is someone to love,

But not some guy in the clouds above, yeah.

It's kind of sad how I think..

As you lie in bed tonight,

Remember my children, remember my wife.

I left them all for the afterlife,

As selfish as it may be.

I used to feel pain every single day,

My life was shitty, what can I say?

But now I watch my children play,

From very far away.

Yeah it's true,

I regret it's everything I do,

But I still love you.

So what I do,

But I still love you.

I still love you