thoughts inside my head

All I wanna do is feel emotion

Thoughts inside my head

But they always go unspoken

Pointing fingers at me

Like you're tryna catch me

You can tell

By the way that I act right now

That something wrong is happening

And so you take advantage

I'll watch you leave me stranded

And then my heart is on the floor without a single bandage

You tell me I'm not worth it

Tellin' me I don't deserve it

You enjoy it when I'm hurting

You wanna see me when I'm nervous

I'm done

All I wanna do is feel e-

I'll admit it gets me

When my glass is half full but it's looking pretty empty

I'll admit it gets me

Looking fine I'm alright curtains close day to night like

Ooh I know you feel so accomplished

Messing with my mind it's toxic

Tired of the weight can you stop it

Leave a message at the tone calls dropping

All I wanna do is feel e-

Messing with my mind

Now I'm fine let me write it out

Took a little time, all the time

Now I'm falling out

Look me in my eyes

It's a sign

Somethings different now

Somethings different now

Yeah yeah yeah

Messing with my mind

Now I'm fine let me write it out

Took a little time, all the time

Now I'm falling out

Look me in my eyes

It's a sign

Somethings different now

Somethings different now

Right now I feel emotion

I was broken

Thoughts inside my head are drowning in the ocean

Door's open

It's devotion

Look me in my eyes and tell me if you notice

Now I feel emotion

All I wanna do is feel emotion

(Everything drops out and I'm like)