Her Feet Go Down To Death

I want to be anointed

I want to be inspired

I want to hear voices

I want to breathe fire

If I could be a hero

If I could be a saint

I want to rise above this

I want my past erased

I really want to decide to grow up

And stop being a little boy

I want to act in true chivalry

I want to see that it's a choice

I'm a supporter of all I'm against

Quietly resting in my role

Keep telling myself this

Telling myself this

Will never take a toll

I see you and

I see thrills

One look from you

One look at you and all my good senses are killed (clear my history now)

I've misplaced my

Replaced my moral code

Just rip a new one off from a skin mag and I'll

Do as I am told (clear my history now)

Get up early

To spend the whole day feeling bad

It's built a stronghold inside of me

Running off gas fumes and greedy intent

Don't you dare tell me you're happy now

Being nothing to me can't feel good

Where do you get your standards from

I like to act like I'm better than

Better than you better than some

But the truth is inside it kills me

To be a part of the ebb and flow

Of something so detrimental

So consequential

It only goes to show

I'm just as weak

As I am dumb

Just take a breath

And take a look at all the girls you've stolen from (clear my history now)

And I don't care

If they don't know it's wrong

Ignorance is bliss and I'm happiest with my

Conscience all but gone (clear my history now)

Get up early

To spend the whole day feeling bad

It's built a stronghold inside of me

Running off gas fumes and greedy intent

Don't you dare tell me you're happy now

It's only natural you're only gonna give in

give in again

You know it's not it's not fatal you know you want to give in

give in again

It's only natural you're only gonna give in

give in again

You know it's not it's not fatal you know you want to give

give in again

It's only natural you're only gonna give in you're only gonna give in again

You know it's not it's not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again

It's only natural you're only gonna give in you're only gonna give in again

You know it's not it's not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again

My God please take this

I can't fight it now

Without you

I fall prey

To my own sense of shame

My God take this

My God take this

My God take this