The Future Freaks Me Out

So let me tell you this one

Try to keep up with me

It's a tale that I have told a thousand times before

This is the story of my life

And how I hate it

And all the mistakes I mull over are the reason why I'm here

I went to a shrink

He asked me to open up

So I told him I'm lazy and how I just can't get things done

He said " you need to push forward

And none of this is your fault

But maybe you cling to the past 'cause the future freaks you out”

Yeah, the future freaks me out

On and off I feel shitty

I cannot stand the heat

I want a scape from reality or at least something to dream

I told my shrink 'bout my mom

And how she's overprotective

Sometimes I feel like a child even though I'm twenty-five years old

I told him about my dad

And how I can't recall

The last time that we hugged we are completely out of touch

I told him 'bout my girlfriend

And how she is so sad

I wonder if she'd be better without me, I wish I could help her

(But I can't even help myself)

So let me tell you this one

Try to keep up with me

It's a tale that I have told a thousand times before