toxicity (feat. Rnla)

For a second, I thought I found someone true

And he left me for another girl, that's nothing new

And sometimes I get happy, then I fail

I swear if I keep living, I'll be in jail

'Cause all these bad decisions

They make me lose my vision

Why do I have to be the one to lose?

And why can't I be the one to choose to die?

It's not fair

I wish you were here

Pain's when I'm stuck on you, but you're not stuck on me

And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe

And giving up was never an option, but now I have no choice

'Cause there won't be a you and me, toxicity

For a second, I thought that it was real

Till I realize it's with you I just can't heal

And sometimes I can't take it anymore

And we fight like we're at war

You said that I've been changing

You even said I'm going crazy

Why do you never even take the blame

For once, you left me to feel ashamed for months

It's not fair

But you don't care

Pain's when I'm stuck on you, but you're not stuck on me

And love's when you wanna give up 'cause you can hardly breathe

And giving up was never an option, but now I have no choice

'Cause there won't be a you and me, toxicity

No, there won't be a you and me, toxicity