BLEACH

My fate is painstaking

I run away, hoping that I run into my making

Maker am I just forsaken

Ready to bust my load because I do not have no patience

Calling on ya phone and its going straight to the tone

Like I'm stuck in danger in the Paris catacombs

Seeing stuff the isn’t turn the light on and it’s gone

As above so below I am lower then low

I don’t wanna know

What I'm drinking needs no antidote

Just shut me up

And shut me down

My Life is far from basic

The emptiness surround the void inside me

Like it’s vacant

Finding ways to fill it unfulfilled a natural feeling as I battle mental illness often clashing with my brilliance

Now I'm Smokin reefa

Till the ashes tumble down a nigga sneakers

My fear and anxiety off the meters

The only thing I know that I don’t know

So enter unknown

When shit is getting Rocky we touchstone

I don’t wanna know

What I'm drinking needs no antidote

Just shut me up

And shut me down

My life is straight racing

I speed away, hoping that I lost whoever’s chasing

Chaser, he is always gaining

Ready to use my nose if he’s getting closer I'm just waitin

I Cannot stay neutral I fucked my clutch

Do I go forward or do I just back up

Do I lay down or do I just stand up

The only thing I know is that I don’t know