Dreamer

I'm sitting empty and shatterd on my bed

a heavy storm rages in my head

I dream a daydream that makes me very sad

and I just don't know if I'm alive or dead

There is only one thing I want to know:

what will happen when I'm gone?

Will I see Jesus and all his saints?

Will I see God? is there a chance?

I don't think that there is a paradise

I don't think that there is a hell

I think that we all are taht we are made to

so noone could be punished for his sins

I think I'm swimming in a lake without a bank

the water is very rank

I'm dreaming of flowers and of land

it's like I'm standing in quick-sand

And if I'd dream in that lake would

would my life be at stake?

I know I'll never be really gone

but how will I live on?