Control

Early in the morning

I still get a little bit nervous

Fighting my anxiety constantly

I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever

I can still feel the spin

Hurts when I remember

And I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it

'Cause I can't express how thankful I am

That you were always with me when it hurts

I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's coming

But I know it's not

Tryin' to breathe in and then out

But the air gets caught

'Cause even though I'm older now

And I know how to shake off the past

I wouldn't have made it

If I didn't have you holding my hand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know

I would never be this strong without you

You've seen how I've grown

You took all my doubt

'Cause you were home

I don't wanna lose control

There's nothing I can do anymore

I don't wanna lose control (oh)

Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest (pressin' on my chest)

I don't wanna lose control