The Curse

I'm getting tired of finding new ways

To apologize

To the people that I love

Every time I feel paralyzed

It keeps getting harder and harder

Just to be... Me

So I tell all my friends to go find someone else

And they all disagree

So don't you try to help me shine

I'll ruin it all with this bad luck of mine

Maybe if I lie once more I believe that

L'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, it's fine

I wonder what it's like to walk around the town

Without checking every corner

I'm a loner longing to never be alone

It's just too dangerous on my own

It keeps getting harder and harder

Just to be me

So I tell all my friends to go find someone else

And they all disagree

I can't stand steady and my breathing's getting heavy

And my chest is feeling tight Man

I'm so not alright

I've got no one to blame

So please stay away

I'll never be free I feel like the curse is me