Blast myself

I wake up in the morning and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.

So is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Tell me where to go to get a piece of mind

Cause all I see is suicide receiving me by my tec9

Although my tattoo reads 'no more pain'

Lately I feel the needle hit me up in vein

Most of my real niggas are dead

They done left me with my fake friends

The ones that 'always need you

But don't appreciate' friends

I'm solo when I roll

I live in doubt by myself

That way nobody can blame me for the death of somebody else

Cause the way these niggas hate me is an epidemic

I'm in the line of fire 24/7

Constantly steppin' in it

Hate me cause I'm doing good

Hate me cause I ain't doing bad

At least I got to be a dad

But I got no seeds

I used to bleed for some other cats crashin'

But as far as I'm concerned I would've burned for those creations

My family didn't make it

Make me wonder will I last myself

So is life worth living, should I blast myself?

I wake up in the morning and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.

So is life worth living, should I blast myself?

It ain't that I sound like 'pac

I sound like stress

Just like automatic when I'm down and depressed

I shed tears cause I do it so good

Thanks to my nothin' ass homies off the block

Nigga fuck my hood

I couldn't snitch, shit I was saved

Unless I was willing to pay

That's why I wasn't willing to stay

I could do bad by myself

I ain't even have no money for me

And y'all was laughing like me suffering was funny to see

So wonder why I don't give a fuck about being here

On the other hand I murder motherfuckas

'Do we have a problem here? '

If you beat me to the trigger

I ain't mad homie

Least I ain't gotta cry no more

No more feeling sad homie

Y'all know trae got my back

He gon' look out for my people

God leave me not in temptation

Deliver me from evil

And if it's my time, I'm ready

If it ain't, I'm a ask myself

Man, is life worth living should I blast myself?

I wake up in the morning and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Before I go to sleep at night, I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

Look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself.

Is life worth living, should I blast myself?

I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help.

So is life worth living, should I blast myself?

I ain't trying to be a role model, but I am

What kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams?

I struggle with my addiction, I ain't perfect

Realize that it's bringing me closer to my grave

So maybe it's worth it

The more codeine I drink

The more I'm not awake

I'm like a prisoner

And syrup is the way I escape

But the message is to the kids

'Do as I say, and not as I do

Cause there could be a brighter future for you'

But as for me; all I know is drama, all I know is pain

27 and I don't know how to smile and that's a shame

I came and I used 77, the first one

By age 10 or 11 fool blown smokin' blunts

Cause weed was what I needed to evade and escape

But reality went in and smacked me dead in my face

Now that I'm gone, I got no more cheeks to turn

So I ask myself, man is life worth living should I blast myself?

Went to the pitcher full of liquor

Trying to ask for help

Said is life worth living should I blast myself?

Movin' so fast I done broke around and cast myself

Man is life worth living should I blast myself?

I'm tired of bein' broke, where was I when the cash was there?

Man is life worth living should I blast myself?

I just can't take it, I ain't even gotta ask myself

Maybe life ain't worth livin', I'm a blast myself.