Heaven Sent

(Yeah)

No one told me there'd be nights like these

I been spending time lookin' for a way out

Hard to find another quite like me

Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now

All the pressure took my soul away

Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile

I really don't know what came over me

But it looks like I've been here for a while

Lost my way in the vertigo

Scared of change I been there before

I've only ever said what I meant

Am I not allowed to live without regret?

Cause I never hear the end of it

Stuck outside my element

Spent too many years around here thinkin' I was heaven sent

Tried to start again but I'm still haunted by my arrogance

I've lost too many friends to think I deserve my relevance

I hate this

Every time it starts to turn out good, something takes it

Maybe I should call it, leave it all, just erase it

Talkin' to myself, acting out, can't explain it

Swear to God the feeling of defeat is so contagious

No one told me there'd be nights like these

I been spending time lookin' for a way out

Hard to find another quite like me

Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now

All the pressure took my soul away

Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile

I really don't know what came over me

But it looks like I've been here for a while