A Single Second

Oh My God! My God This Can't Be Happening!

God Tell Me, Tell Me This Isn't Real!

I Can't Believe All That I Have

Foreseen Is Finally Happening.

I Cannot For a Single Second Stand the Way I Feel.

I Always Knew. I Always Saw It Coming.

Enveloped Now, Encased By My Worst Fear.

I've Never Felt the Nausea of Longing to Feel Nothing,

I Never Wanted to Cease To

Exist, Just Disappear. Fear Memories Are All That Lie Ahead.

Never Have I Felt So Lost. Memories Dull My Senses.

Fear Tragedy Is All That Lies Ahead.

Never Have I Felt So Dead.

Once Felt So Warm, no I'm Fucking Freezing.

I Am the Once Embraced Abandoned One.

I Raised My Eyes Up to the Light in Hopes of Finding Healing;

No Relief Was Mine, I Was Burnt, By the Sun.