Beating Pillows

When i think to myself,

And i wonder what ive done

To deserve all the pain,

That i have inside,

Alone in my bed,

I try not to see what i could have been

Your new boyfriend,

Thats just what i want,

For christmas this year,

Ill pray and ill beg

I just need you here

I just need you right here

A small thing,

That im asking

I just need someone to hold me near,

And i need, your arms were holding me tight untill i fall asleep

And i cant think of no one else,

I miss you so much that i hate myself

I think of all the things i should have said

But now youre gone and im in pain