True Colours

What the fuck is this?

The words you put in my head

Remind me from time to time

How did you manage to mess me up like this

Sometimes I stray around a little in the middle then fade away

And for me it's hard to keep my head above water

And whatever you do, don't you follow my footsteps like you used to

Cause I just can't let you make me fade away again

I'll take it all, make it all just like you wanted

It kept on pushing me and tearing me up

Learn your place

Stop trying to guilt trip me into thinking that I did something wrong

Even when I tried

Even when I tried my best and gave you everything I had

Even if I see in black and white

Your true colors won't fade away

You stutter-stepped outside of your boundaries

Your presence surrounds me again

I will give up everything just to keep you from moving forward

And it feels like everything is empty because of you

It's a disgrace what you did, what you did

Searching through my mind

And there's nothing left for me to find

You led me on, and you're all wrong

If you think that I will let this go

You turned your back and walked away

From everything that's surrounding me

And I restrained all my thoughts

Don't you come back to me when u find it all fall apart

And as the colors begin to fade

I find it hard to stay the same

When I'm forever bound to this frame of mind

This frame of mind you put me in

Can you hear me?

Dead mind, you only exist in a place I forgot about

I tried my best but I'm losing faith

In what's giving me comfort

You found a way despite your past mistakes

And I'm still bound to lose my ground