Human?

Sometimes I forget that my skin

Doesn’t belong to me and I feel like a human

And I get all the rests of my links

Write other page to profit that pauses

Sometimes I try chat with God

And I try to return, and try be a good dog

Maybe it’s time to refound all my sins

To conquer your smile and you let me go out

Your call, empty advice

So wrong, so dry, that I can't deny

So strong, so high, that I can’t deny

Every time I can’t stop my disease

And increase what I wish, I plan not defeat you

I'm pretending to be sober and engaged

Wasting the odds, walking in nonexistence

Every time I try chat with God

I can’t return, I can’t be human

Will my hope be a stair to your care?

A bridge to freedom? A way for my own loss?

Your call, empty advice

So wrong, so dry, that I can't deny

So strong, so high, that I can’t deny