A Regreat

When I begin to think, I’m loosing all myself again.

No one pulls me out of my insanity.

I don’t want to believe in your lies.

Your eternal life, your hell and heaven can wait.

I remember my tears in your hands!

I don’t want to live forever.

I just want us to stay together.

I don’t want you to understand me; I just want you to stay with me.

This is my message before I leave.

That beauty can be found in the smaller things,

In songo or in the screams.

I can live forever,

Cuz’ in transcendence there’s the real eternal life,

Not in empty wishes from your empty eyes.

And though the years have passed, we stand still.

We don’t need more victims, no rejections.

We don’t need more faults.

Don’t close your eyes; it’s hash to be in here.

Yes, life has passed; we have to live with it.

Stop bleeding on us, stop blaming me.

I want to throw away my fears

Your dependence imprisons the resistance,

The resistance of trying to feel ourselves alive.

I remember my tears in your hands.

I don’t want to live forever.

I just want us to stay together.

I don’t want you to understand me; I just want you to stay with me.

This is my message before I leave.

That beauty can be found in the smaller things,

In songo or in the screams.