Fade Away

You

want to see me wasted

cause that's the only time I'd kneel before you and

you would rather

shut your eyes and fly so far above me

that you don't even have to say you were ever there

open up your eyes

and watch me fade away

cause I'm drowning myself again

you

well I don't think you understand this

I don't even think you could ever come close and

you

I know you don't understand

what your absence does to me

I

don't know what to believe when I see

your vacant eyes tear away what little faith

I ever had in anyone and I

shouldn't have let you pull me in

and watch you walk away

I never wanted to fly

without dying before

and I believed that you were there to

save me from myself

but I was just dreaming