I Don't Know

I don't know how to deal with this

So maybe I'll just descend into madness

Looking out of the corner of my eye

Maybe I'll just run away

If I can't think of anything nice to say, to save my life,

before we all fly away

And I'd like to think I did something worthwhile

And I don't know what is wrong with everyone

I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me

And I won't try to be judgmental

I won't try to be holier than thou

But I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do

I'm tired of watching so many people

Systematically destroy themselves

Go ahead this one is on me

I think we're all hiding from an invisible monster

Some part of ourselves we don't want anyone to see

I'd like to think this did something worthwhile

Besides killing everyone I know

I don't know what is wrong with everyone

I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me

And I won't try to be judgemental

I won't try to be holier than thou

I don't get this

And I am not going to pretend I do

And I'd like to think this did anything at all

But, I think I know better by now

I don't know what is wrong with everyone

And I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me

And I won't try to be judgmental

I won't try to be holier than thou

But, I don't get this, I don't get this

I don't get this

I don't know what is wrong with everyone

But, I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me

And I won't try to be judgmental

I won't try to be holier than thou

I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do

Cause I do

'cause maybe I understand too well