So Mad At You

I am so mad at you

for making me such a bastard

giving me such high standards

I'm mad at you

But I'll find you inside of someone else

even if finding you in of someone else is hard to do

This never ending pursuit

of happiness

is getting harder and harder to accomplish

the lies I tell myself

just so I can get by

are getting less and less convincing

all the time

and I just can't shake the feeling that I'll be alone forever

please tell me that's not the case

So I will go look for things I find important

qualities that are unique

and traits I find attractive in other people