Lining Them Up

I can handle this like I've handled this

It's the same thing I've been doing all along

This is how it is. So just deal with it

It's the same thing I've been doing all along

And it kills me

And it thrills me

How fucked up I can get

And I'm still asking, "why?"

For your troubles and for mine

For my secrets for my lies

Forget it.

Go on, line them up again.

Go

I can't live with this like I've lived with this

Its the same thing I've been doing all along

And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

It's the same thing I've been doing all along.

And I mean it

And I need it

So fucked up I forget

And I'm still asking, "why?"

For the anger and the hate

For the catch and for the bait

Forget it.

Go on, line them up again

For the truth and the deceit

For the guilt and the relief

Forget it.

Go on, line them up again

Each night, for me, it's the same dream repeated.

That I'm someone good, doing what I should.

Then I wake up wishing I could stay asleep.

For the want and for the hope

For the anchor and the rope

Forget it.

Go on, line them up again

For the madness and the shame

For the worry and the pain

Forget it.

Go on, line them up again

Oh God forgive me

(I'll line them up and you throw them down)

Forget it, please don't line them up again

Oh God forgive me. Forgive me

Forget it.

Please don't line them up again