More Than What I Need

I dreampt of you gone.

In a fit of rage I wished you dead.

I thought that I would leave,

but maybe I'm just tired.

I drank a little too much.

I'm curled up on the floor,

where the drugs are wearing off.

I thought that I would leave

but I'm not sure how I'll be,

when morning comes to me.

I think that I'd survive

without you in my life.

but for now I'd find

that it's more than what I need.

I think I'd be alright

if only for tonight

to leave this all behind

so it's more than what I need.

You've successfully ruined my day.

Can you feel my teeth grind that smile off of your face?

I swore to myself that I would leave.

but maybe I'll be fine

once I fall asleep tonight.

I think that I'd survive

without you in my life.

but for now I'd find

that it's more than what I need.

I think I'd be alright

if only for tonight

to leave this all behind

so it's more than what I need.

I hate that I'm doubting everything we wanted

although sometimes so perfect,

it's sometimes the hardest thing that I do.

You bring up the past here.

Do you feel guilty or threatened?

Just give me some space and sure enough...

I'll end up back to you.

I dreampt of you gone.