Born2lose

Loving life

Happiness inside

But still something ain't feeling right

Trying to make it in this world

But this world ain't built for my kind

Struggling the consequence

When you try to be different

I don't wanna 9 to 5

I use my skills to pay my rent

But sometimes it's too hard

For a player so I shed a tear

Sleepless nights

Ain't eating right

Wondering how to pay my bills

My eyes carry bags and

My shoulders hold the weight of stress

Is life really one big test

Or there something more to this

Money doesn't bring joy

Drugs can't hide how I feel

Material can't fill the void

In my chest is pain I feel

Wanting to do right

For my family but I still fail

Never will regret my past

But now my past is what brings me hell