I may rise but I'll never Shine

What's the meaning, what's the meaning

Please won't you tell me 'cause the message I ain't hearing

I ain't feeling nothing but a big hole in my life

Beautiful gain is the pain in my mind

When I play with the fire, swear I get higher

Take me to the top but this evil empire

Can't have much success if you ain't taking risks

Started at the bottom now the top I exist

Staying for myself 'cause I only got me

No love for another so I turn to the greed

Everybody's rats whеn you start making cheese

Can't trust any word and so I'm staying with the beast

Killing feeling six, in my blood runs cold

Lifе is an ocean and I'm swimming in the gold

Drag in the road

This is not my kingdom and I'm kinda feeling old

Please tell me how to heal it

Mr. Miracle man, do what he can

I ain't got the answers so he better have a plan

When you put it on a line I'ma bring it to the end

This life is getting mission and I'm only here to win

Bored and here to grin, down with a smile

Blood on my face, you can see it since a child

It's a mad man's world and I've come here to thrive

Cold is a soul of a man full of pride

Close my eyes and bring the rain

Let the thunder shock the pain

Wash away all what's to pray for

When there's nothing left to blame

Put the blunt up to the flame

And take a puff and drift away

This is the hate, I wanna live

This is the place, I want to stay

Give me my space, don't have the patience

See my life is slowly wasting

So I need to get away from

By myself I'm left and waiting

For my time to come

Maybe it won't take long, maybe I hit with numb

Feelings got me guessing, so I'm ticking like a bomb

Take this as a lesson when you listen to this song