Goodbye

I try to fit this mold around me

I try to make sense of all this

I try not to question, I try not to care

But the more I avoid it the more it hits the door

I spent my whole life trying to live normally

I'm afraid, I feel alone, and I feel weak

I push myself too hard pretending to find exits

Find answers to what will never be

If being alive means being in pain I want this to end

The years pass and I feel no change I feel no difference

I want this to end because I'm tired and I can not stand

Can anyone save me?

Does anyone hear me?