Sad Sandra

I’m sad, Sandra, 'cause if I die

I won’t see my daughter high

When she’ll come home drunk at midnight

Spewing joyfully her prime

We would stare ourselves in worry

Checking the clock twice

Then scurrying to the door

As soon as we hear a sound of keys falling to the ground

I’m sad, Sandra, and I’m slowly dying

But I’ve decided to lie

I won’t tell you how I'll miss

The scent of your hair while I kiss ’em

I’ll disappear as a burning leaf

With smoke and some kind of relief

But in my mind I’m still afraid

I don’t wanna die now

'Cause if I die, I die alone

And ascending like a drone

I’ll be unnoticed in two years

My memory gone with ease, no more tears

I’m sad, Sandra, now you know why

Don’t worry, I’m a tough guy

I no longer want to talk

Here it comes the last insulin shock

This life turned out to be futile

My body feels so stupid

Don’t forget as I go with the flow

I’m shooting my last free throw

'Cause if I die, I die alone

And ascending like a drone

I’ll be unnoticed in two years

My memory gone with ease, no more tears