Soured

Love

It's a bleeder

Hit me like a train

Got me hot like a fever

4 a limited time

My life was a breeze

I liked the way you looked

How we'd laugh

How you'd tease

But things changed

I know you've noticed

We like to tear apart

The hearts that once showed us

How to cum together

Be as one

Say forever

How could of we of known

That these bonds could be severed

I've realized we will never have our break through

We are not the same

That doesn't mean i hate you

I'll be alone

Thats the way i was made

I have a tendency to lose my mind

Sudden rage

I know now

The history that made me

Off balance

My vices still control me

I understand how i could leave you soured

I stay up late at night

And get paid by the hour

Ya, i feel the rhythms

That echo in your head

When you're in bed soundly sleeping

I take my fingers and run them through your hair

Your body turns away like you just don't care

I see the signs

The expression on your face

To them i'm somebody

To you a disgrace

When i said i do

How could i have known?

That lying her with you

I could feel all alone

Yes it's true

My souls been shake'n

My prides been bruised

My hearts been ache'n

As time's tic talks in the back of my head

Another night falls

Another tear is shed

I'm looking out for a dirty twist

Fear a dread lock

Watching my back

Dodging fate like a red dot

Resisting to hate

But i ain't looking for love

Cause the vibes 2 heavy

When push comes to shove