Suffering

She lies awake for days suffering in misery

No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs

Blood flows like a busted nose

Red fluid drains down and it stains your clothes

No rest no strength ain't been fed in days

Down in the cellar kept you locked away

My one true love and i said i adored you

Walks in the parks so i never ignored you

We held hands in the dark as the band played

Looked you in you eyes told you never to be afraid

I knew it wouldn't last but i wanted you forever

Had to find a way for us to stay together

That's when it happened and the thoughts came clear

A smile on my face as i whispered in your ear

Come walk with me come walk into the night

Sip champagne with me lay beside the candle light

I took her hand and the last word said

I made her mine forever with a blow to the head

She lies awake for days suffering in misery

No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs

I know i want to see here be with her all throught the night

And so i'm waiting for her last goodbye

It was a song walk her over my shoulder

Thinking about the moments and the things tat i told her

Throught the swamp through the fields

Past an old barn i never felt so alive my baby in my arms

I looked down at the ground i saw her blood drop

Had to get her back fast couldn't lose her on the trip

So many things that i needed us to do

I call it love others might call it taboo

But i don't give a fuck her happiness is all i need

Pleasure that she's looking for when i make her bleed

Down on her knees praying for the first injection

Loving is to suffer have her praying for the resurrection

At my doorstep sat her down let us in

Looked in her pretty face wiped the blood from her chin

Over the threshold i swept this girl right off her feet

The time is getting near for thsi fairytale to be complete

She lies awake for days suffering in misery

No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs

I know i want to see here be with her all throught the night

And so i'm waiting for her last goodbye

Down the stairs around the corner to her new home

Coming to her senses and she's knowing something's going up

Eyes glazed she looked at me as if to say

Tell me what you've done and please make this all go away

But no words no sound from her precious lips

She reached and touched me softly with her broken bloody fingertips

The tear fell reality was sinking in

In utter shock and disbelief at this unforgiven sin

The smell of death like a reminder echoes through the walls

Knowing that she sits all alone down those darkened halls

I want to hold her touch her lay beside her never leave

But the sadness on her face will never let it be

And so she sits and stares just waiting for her final breath

A mix of love and broken heart wishing for her death

And on this night i sit here waiting for the end

When i can walk those darkened halls and be with her again

She lies awake for days in misery

No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs

I know i want to see here be with her all throught the night

And so i'm waiting for her last goodbye