Despair To Drown

I'm trying to forgive you

I'm trying to forget you

I'm trying to believe the words you said

I'm trying to regret it's in your head but now...

I hate the way you talk to me

I hate the things you'd like to see

I hate the words that come out of you

It's more the fear to love to hate you

Despair to drown

Every moment that goes by the future disappears

Despair to drown

As I'm running out of time my world dissolves in tears

I can't believe what I've seen

I can't believe it's not a dream

I can't believe it anymore

That my belief is like a whore

They pull the strings and lift you up

To end your life or interrupt

They pull the trigger in the name of god

They pull the plug... so thanks a lot

Despair to drown

Every moment that goes by the future disappears

Despair to drown

As I'm running out of time my world dissolves in tears