Recall The Real

In the silence of the night, I'm losing faith for selfish pride

Where all my dreams and hopes have gone

Moving out of sight for everyone.

I'm falling deeper and I can't believe

In everything that's meant to deceive

I'm casting off memories that darken my mind

But there will be nothing more to find

I'm feeling like I'm all alone

I dread to think I'm on my own

The pain I chose, the sacrifice

The love we had now trapped under ice

I can't believe this moment in my life

I can't recall the real behind the lie

I refused to feel the wounds in my heart

When it all fades away I'm falling apart!

After you believed me you see the real behind the lie

After you deceived me, I can see the evil in your eyes

Now as I feel down and low

I'm victim of your damaged, so leave me alone

There goes my reason with no sense of doubt

Take all the grief, let the poison out

Despite what you think, despite what you say

It makes my heart bleed, don't throw it away

I became what you mostly hate

But I'm fighting my way through before it's too late

A lovely embrace we once shared

Replaced by a cold and hateful stare

I took it for granted but you brought me down

Can't you see what you've done, take a look around

I can't believe this moment in my life

I can't recall the real behind the law

I refuse to feel the wounds in my heart

And all the fades away

I'm falling, falling apart!