Changes

Trying to be still

I wanna believe in a love that wants me back

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

Try to not be small

I wanna believe that someone never lets go

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

Imma give it to you straight; No filter

I could live a million lives, but it never killed her

I was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled

I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live

Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place

Look up to the sky asking, Why? with a blank face

How the world went grey

So they kept me in a nut house

Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route

Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out

Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down

Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down

Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now

Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent

When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent

I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?

Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor

Trying to be still

I wanna believe in a love that wants me back

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

Try to not be small

I wanna believe that someone never lets go

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

Getting up in front of millions is a contrast

With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass

Live fast, die young, was the motto

I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta

All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove

That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools

They was lookin' at the pussy with a price tag

Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag

Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it

Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect

Out on the street and I felt defeated

I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated

Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin'

Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed

I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?

Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor

Trying to be still

I wanna believe in a love that wants me back

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

Try to not be small

I wanna believe that someone never lets go

I wanna believe that I can turn it around

Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out