Worst Day Of My Life

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life

I'm tryna act like nothing wrong

But I can't do nothing right

So I'm about to break down

'Bout to lose my fucking mind

If I can make it through today

They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

Why can't I get out of my bed?

Thoughts I can’t get out of my head

Got blacked out, maxed out my credit card

Why can't I get out of my debt?

Chasing the feel-good, feel real good

But then I feel worse, feel better off dead

Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope

I just ran out of my meds

My whole life is a mess that I can't clean up

A bully that I can't beat up

Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up

Got a lotta upkeep that I can't keep up

One step forward, two step backward

Everyday's a new disaster

Wonder if I turn the page

Will I get through this chapter?

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life

I'm tryna act like nothing wrong

But I can't do nothing right

So I'm about to break down

'Bout to lose my fucking mind

If I can make it through today

They said tomorrow I'll be fine

I've been down this road before

But I don't think I’ve ever been down this low

I've been sad but I don't know why

Think I lost my mind, but I found it though

I just want someone to text me back

Except when then bank say balance low

I just want someone to let me vent

And not judge a motherfucker like a talent show

Maybe I'm over dramatic and all my emotion erratic

I'm prolly just overreacting

But maybe I'm not, maybe the story I tell is supposed to be tragic

If I try to bottle my thoughts

I end up busting the glass or popping a hole in the plastic

I wear my heart on my sleeve

Like I got it sewn in the fabric

I got some bad vibrations (bad vibrations)

I'm tryna stay clean on the low

I know that's high maintenance (that's high maintenance)

I got a lotta reason to go and I might not make it (I might not make it)

I got a lotta days like these and they test my patience

And I can't take it, I can't take it

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life

Tryna act like nothing wrong

But I can't do nothing right

So I'm about to break down

'Bout to lose my fucking mind

If I can make it through today

They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah

This shit gonna be okay (this shit gonna be okay)

This shit gonna be alright (this shit gonna be alright)

This shit gonna be okay (this shit gonna be okay)

This shit gonna be alright (this shit gonna be alright)