Crossing Field

All this pride that I display

That I bring with me everyday

I am so wrong and so scared

Curse my damn facade

My desire to appear as though I'm just fine

Not broken, as I sort through my past

I realize, have I even grown

Have I nothing left to show

This cannot be

I shall now put the past behind, away anxiety

I know that I am meant for more than I can see

Grant me the courage now I pray

To cease all my pain, my doubt, my tears, my fears

That keep me from your side

I hope you are near I cant do this alone

When will these dreams of my mine become my own reality

I want to always be with you

I will be always at your side