Society

Stuck in a world where I've grown emotionless

Just so cold

Scared to show feelings don't want to give leeway

Scared to love cause of the he say she say

I just expect it... To lose it all in the end

Past haunted of good memories. Is this why they changed?

Cause they envy me... A lifetime of hate towards me

Will karma come in my afterlife?

Paradise

I can just imagine. thinking that's why my enemies haven't took me out

I'm just stuck in misery many thoughts in my head got me going nuts

Scared to speak my true feeling and be labeled crazy

Must be what they want. Don't want to see me on top

Throwing dirt on my name

But Calvin can't be stopped

I just can't believe they put their dope down

For a few, to talk shit! It's amazing

They just hating cause they whole crew can't accomplish

What I one man's done

But now I got a team. Prepare for the take over

97% of these fucks use my name for fame

If it wasn't for that they wouldn't be in the game

Aim't got no shame

Looking like a bum on the corner, begging for change

Get your own credability, I got goals!

I remember all the fakes the phony all up in my shit

My life! you don't know me

You just talk to people I barely associate with

Late nights I light a spliff trying to calm my nerves

(All the drama in the world must be why I'm couscous to get close to another)

{I consider myself a lover but everyday I'm at war, a soldier in God's eyes}

It takes one man to change history

I pray please let me reach the nation

2012 is coming around soon, heed the word and change

Cause we headed for doom

Dreams haunted of a world of chaos and terror

Waking up alone so what it's there to be scared of?

No love. No friends. so, there's no way to get hurt

The only promise in life is to be laying in the dirt

People calming I'm shady. I am. But in a different definition

Just sit back relax and calm your nerves

No stress

No drama

I try to keep it that way

Giving nothing but love, and still I got a whole army hating on me

But fuck ya'll

Punk bitches

MAD I MADE IT