Trepidation

I heard the phone ring when you said

Regrets are probably a good thing

And I didn’t answer

It was a private number

It made me kind of anxious

And I can feel it coming

I can hear someone screaming

Out in the darkness

At least you’re here with me

In the darkness with me

I swear, it’s a trap

And sometimes my arms bend back

But it’s been getting better

The dark days are over

And I’ll eat salt with you

If that’s what you need me to do

And years from now

I’ll think of something profound

I know it's getting you down

And she made me shake

When she got up in my face

And heartbreak left a splinter

But I heard they met on Tinder

So, it really doesn’t matter

‘Cause they really don't matter

I swear, it’s a trap

And sometimes my arms bend back

Now the dark days are over

I think I finally got closure

And I still spend my time

Hiding behind closed eyes

When I’m trying to be honest

I feel like such a fucking tourist

And I still get so anxious

But, I came here alone

And I will leave here on my own

And I will stand in the front row

Yeah, I still come to your shows

And sing along to the words I know

I swear it’s a trap

Sometimes my arms bend back

But it’s better than before

No, you don’t scare me anymore

You don’t scare me anymore